Thanks for the birthday wishes and compliments, my comrades.......... I wasn't fishin' for compliments and birthday wishes with this thread, I swear. I was just excited like a 5 year old on Christmas morning about a package arriving on my doorstep from Hawk HQ and that Pete was told who I am, how rabid a fan I am and what I am currently battling. I guess it is the 48 year old version of Make-a-wish.

Additionally, now I am excited that I figured out that if I reduce the size of a photo - I can:
1) upload photos to share with you, and
2) finally have an avatar after 5 months.
And strange as it is FC, I've been getting some of that reaction with the whole bald thing...... though now that I am losing my eyebrows and eyelashes, it's a WHOLE lot less sexy - I am really starting to look more like a cancer patient (yes, I know I am one - it's just I don't see myself that way). I realize it this is all rather temporary, but I have always prided myself on not being superficial or vain about looks.............but this not having eyelashes BS is getting way old and I can quit patting myself on the back as I am as ego-driven as everyone else. We all wanna look nice (though the definition of nice is different to different people). Again - I know other people have it way worse than I do, I know my prognosis is excellent and I have lots to look forward to...BUT it is funky to get the stares at the grocery store, to have random people blessing me at the hardware store, Postal workers cocking their head to the side and asking how I am, or little old ladies literally grabbing my arm to help me. I know everyone means well, I just don' see myself as someone who needs help, pity, that kind of attention etc...
As for my Pete picture, I aim to frame it and hang it up. Here's my MJ evidence